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yeah...im just that pissed off.

name: amanda [[gummi-bear]] holley
age: 14

o yea this is the same person as scarlet_tearsx :)


pretty.


MARRIAGE IS ABOUT LOVE


Take the quiz: "Method of Suicide"
<img src="http://www.zenhex.com/quiz/30/res1.gif http://www.zenhex.com/quiz.php? then take "How Will You Die?"....mine was suicide!! coiniencidence??...i think not!! What type of attitude problem do you have? (pics) mine said i was scary..lmao Are you In LOVE?? mine said...yes u do love him What Kind of Soul Do You Retain? mine said....tortured HoW do U kno if HE LIKES U?? mine said....he likes u alot!!...but who?? What Kind of Love Are You? mine said....wishful love : youre not in love right now but u like to think about it. since you are Wishful Love you think about your soul mate a lot but they tend to have a blank face in your mind. you just wish that special someone would hurry up and be with you already. you are quite the romantic. be patient. youll find them someday. in the meantime try not to live life as a fantasy. What Colour Is Ur Love Life?? mine said....crushing coral u browse thru the grocery store of boys out there at times, but so far, ur basket is empty. thats becuz guys arent topping ur list of priorities rite now. good for u that ur waiting ur turn on ur firey side wen the right guy catches ur eye. Are you over him? mine said...Burned out You still remember him a lot and you still dreaming that he'll come back to you Is love right for you? mine said....Just up your love meter, and your there Just keep trying you can do it my friend! is it LOVE or LUST ? mine said...Its love baby ! Aww its love, how cute. This could mean u really do truely care for this person, good luck in the future.<-but who do i love?? How Vain Are You? mine said.......Not Vain You think that beauty on the inside is more important than what is on the outside, either that or you just don't care. lips... mine said...Wide, yelling Lips. Whoa. It seems that you are either a) really angry with the world b) a maniac or c) just in the mood for loud noises. go on the category :disaster/tragedy and check out.....Is Suicide Your Destiny? mine said...Close to Suicide Since you are so depressed it is ideal in your eyes to die. I suggest you take my METHOD OF SUICIDE quiz <- i already did :) why do you cut?? mine said....traumatic expierence You've suffered from a life-changing. traumatic expierence and you've never talked about it. Maybe a family member or close friend has died, rape, you've been arrested...whatever the case is, you need to talk about it and get it off your chest. Right now you've closed yourself up to anyone willing to help. why do you cut urself?? mine said...hurt by love you know the saying the future is easy because its not happened but the past is painful because it lives forever, and this is just to true for you. All of the possible quiz results for this quiz: hurt by love (You scored 2) im scared (You scored 1) i long to die (You scored 2) i want sympethy (You scored 0) category: religon/occult <- try?? http://www.illwillpress.com/vault.html look at the squirrel song http://www.lovepoetry.com/mpp.asp im gonna die from....BOOBY CANCER!!.... I WAS TOLD THAT!! september 16, 2069 how long its gonna be until i die http://www.awayhell.com/aways.php?page=0&s=date&d=40 http://www.livejournal.com/editinfo.bml my results from "how truly depressed are you??" mine said....Suicidally Depressed You are longing to kill yourself, you slit your wrists, not for fun, but because you want the world to see your pain whut kinda eyes do u have?? mine said...Mysterous/Hidden Your eyes are mysterour or hidden. You never like to go out and meet new people. You never trust anyone untill you have know them for years. you never talk to your parents about anything at all, and you neve tell your friends everything that you should. They say they care about you, but you think they just want something from you. Sooner or latter in life you know you will find that one true friend. whut fairy are u? mine said...Your A Mysterous Fairy Your a mysterous fairy who doesnt like to be seen by humans, You like to lurk in the shadows with your cape or black dress, but you are sometimes doing bad things too. whut does ur birth month tell bout u?? mine said...July Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studyin which god or goddess are you?? mine said...God of Bloody Death Gothic, dark, and a bit violent. Or, you could be a bit slutty, seductive, and dark. You go for the more goth type look complete with reds and blacks. You like death, it's cool to you. You escort those who have died a brutal or bloody death to their place of...well, their place, not much rest there. why do u cry?? mine said...Your scared You are just scared, afraid of what might happen if someone gets too close to you. Your afraid of what they might think when u tell them your secrets. how will u commit suicide?? mine said...ODing You will over dose on medication that probably doesn't belong to you. Your sad and you feel alone in a cruel world where you are forgotten about.Live another day, exists, if not just to piss people off.<- i already trie that once :( whut kind of girl r u?? mine said...Mostly B's, You're a Gothic/Dark girl... Mostly B'sYou are a gothic/dark girl. Not much is known about you because you hide away from the world in the shadows. When I say dark, I MEAN DARK ! All your clothes are black and red. That's it. All you do is lurk in the shadows thinking about torment and betrayal while listening to Evanescence or Linkin Park. You don't have any friends. All people are scared of you and don't want anything to do with you. You sulk because of that. Your favorite song is most likely "Tourniquet" by Evanescence. 'I lay dieing, and I'm pouring, crimson regret, and betrayl...' are u really suicidal?? min said...cant wait to die you really are suicidal, and i suggest that you talk to a close friend or a guidance councilor or teacher. believe it or not there are people in this world that would miss you if you died. :) how sane r u?? mine said...one mental mother fucker<-lol its ok we all are a lil crazy but you ... you are a fucking nutcase. good job i honor you. you are yourself whut are ur cuts like?? mine said...deep-ish cutting. ok, these cuts usually lead to worse self-harm...as after you get used to the pain...you want to feel more, leading onto greater things. you dont do it for attention, other wise you would probly wouldnt do them as bad. mabye your like me and like to feel the pain and see the blood drip down your arm, you want to feel alive.may also be sucidal. when will u die?? mine said...Whenever you feel like it yea...you are probably suicidal..youll die when you want to when will u commit suicide?? mine said...You can't wait till you die! Oh wow, your kinda like me! You can't wait until that wonderful day when you die! It will probably be very soon because your probably suicidal. Maybe you should get help..... [[HEART]] http://vampirefreaks.com/profile.php?user=-TWIZ- [[TEAR]] EVER?? best pic of him...my friend e-mailed me it...but i dunno y :/...NO I CAN'T LIKE HIM STILL!!! http://vampirefreaks.com/pictureview.php?pic=user_pics/-/-twiz-/1163130.jpg

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